Ugh-i am sucking at this daily blogging!!

Ok so today i realize i skipped a day or so of blogging!  Well I have been busy lately so that is my excuse! We had a family birthday on thursday night, friend over for tacos on friday, coworkers to dine with on saturday, and a simon family birthday dinner to go to on sunday-oh and early church on sunday! We were one busy couple!  So today I got to work on goal #78 - Bona the dang wood floor.  Ok the reason i hate to shine my wood floor with bona products is because to really clean then shine the floor we have to take everything out of the room-couches included!  We just dont move the tv stand with all the books and stuff in it, it would be to heavy to move.  The bona doesnt seem to make it great because we are totally rugged with our wood floor. The wood is just beyond out entrance door so it collects all this grit and grime and salt.  I must say it is better than it was-the floor that is!  Also yesterday I worked on # 92 - Go to five new restaraunts. Kevin's family was having a birthday dinner for hss grandma and grandpa-they both have birthdays in febuary.  We all gathered and ate at Fox & Hounds by Holy Hill. The food was great. I had a half duck, and Kevin had a steak.   So also today include the normal pic of the day wich is from my backyard.  We recently had a bit of snow and the branches of the trees looked really beautiful.  So today I am thankfull for extended family-they actually are pretty cool. Even extended family of your spouse. I am also thankful for my husband. He does so much for me -even the little unrecognized things.  I am also thankful for teaching books. Spacifically a book I am reading about a girls journey towards Godlyness. It reminds me of how I was as a christian and how I have become. I want to be that new christian with his whole heart and soul and body with Christ-instead of where I am today, putting Christ on a shelf for when I need him.   Ok so todays and yesterday pic o the day are a self portrait of Kevin and I, as well as a picture of the beautiful trees I was talking about! Also a pic of Kevin Bonaing the floor in the family room to prove we did it!!  So today I have also been feeling slightly moody. Last week I had a bad week and i just don understand why it had to turn so hostile. But this week I have my check up with my endo, and I am going alone this time.  I have recently gained about ten pounds that i lost over the last year or so.  I know this doctors routine pretty well from the 10+ years I have seen her.  Her main concern is my weight-have I gained? Have I lost?  I am always  so anxious about the appoinment. She knows I struggle with my weight and with weight loss, but still she is just so concerned with my weight.  She is concered with weight, but at the same time extremely slow at suggesting medication for weight loss. I wish she would just dispense the meds or shut up.  Every person is different, different weight at wich they are still healthy ect.  If she would look at my old charts she would see that i had a hard time as a kid loosing weight.  It is especially hard for me because I am constantly struggling with my weight and with thoughts about how my weight is so bad, and how I wish I was so and so because they are skinny. I have a bad self image and her herassing me about weight does not work.  Sorry bout the rant-I am just really anxious about tommorow.  Ok so here are the pics!